Do you Believe in Reincarnation?Mood:
BoredListening to: Nymphetimine: Cradle Of Filth
Reading: Wayfarer Redemption v.2 by Sara Douglas
Watching: Million Dollar Baby
Somedays I wish a god to strike me. To cast me down and burry me.
Somedays I wish a storm to swallow me, to burry me and drown me.
Somedays I wish for change and know it can never be.
Somedays I am not here, I am not here.
I cant help but feel alone in this world, lacking that something I know I had before,
I cant help but feel cold inside and hollow sounding
I cant help but feel the bitterness welling up inside me from the pits of hell that is my soul.
I cant help but feel sad at times though I know I have no reason.
I have so much to give this world, if only I had the means on how.
I have so much to love in this world and still I see the sadness.
I have so much life inside me, so much it burns me.
Does it ever feel like Deju Vu to you? Does it ever feel familiar? Theres something that trys to reach out to me coming from the base of my soul, coming from the depths of my dark mind. I wish I could see that world for what it is, be what I am and know I should be. Why is it I am sad when I have so much love and beauty around me, why is it that I have no reason to be but still am? Do I love the sadness, ache for those tears which have long been dried up. Cling to that past of those I have lost, those I have long faught for and have gone. Why do I not understand the means? Why am I so neive to reality? Why am I me? I know these feelings or remourse for what I don’t know, will pass as they always do, but why is it that when they flood my thoughts my soul my body that I become more passionate then I ever have been before? Why do I yearn to feel the sweetness of his breath upon me, his touch that shudders through my waking veins….as if my soul has never awoken? Why do I love like I never have before, To touch and to hear and to feel why do I want it sooo much? Cling to this mysterious man in my sleep that I know I have seen before? Why can I not see him now? Where has he gone to? Why do I have so many questions? lol
Devious Comments
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Look. Maybe I didn't say every single little tiny syllable, no. But basically I said them, yeah.
- Ashley J. 'Ash' Williams : Army of Darkness
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"Yatteru koto ai shite"
"Yaritai koto yaru"
(Love what you do... do what you love)
~Ruyä-Míra
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Gallery
Look. Maybe I didn't say every single little tiny syllable, no. But basically I said them, yeah.
- Ashley J. 'Ash' Williams : Army of Darkness
--
"Yatteru koto ai shite"
"Yaritai koto yaru"
(Love what you do... do what you love)
~Ruyä-Míra
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Gallery
Look. Maybe I didn't say every single little tiny syllable, no. But basically I said them, yeah.
- Ashley J. 'Ash' Williams : Army of Darkness
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